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Mad

by .neir

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Mad.a 07:19
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(I am dreaming Before I lose In my stomach I am lost) I run around, while standing still I gaze, eyes closed, in abstraction Into nothingness, that feeds my quill Black ink called self-dissatisfaction I think a lot, while my mind is blank I scream, mouth closed, in my head Feeling nothing, my emotions sank With myself into my sheets, my bed I am dreaming of my suicide Of defeating enemies inside Perish before things go bad Before I lose myself, go mad In my stomach an invisible knife Abdominal pain that rives my life Anguishing anxiety steals my sleep I am lost in myself down deep Closed myself like my door Trapped myself in my bedroom Slowly sinking in my gloom Wrapped in sheets on the floor Waking up, drenched in sweat Cramping on the frigid ground 4 am with ghosts around When did become sleep a threat? I am dreaming of my suicide Of defeating enemies inside Perish before things go bad Before I lose myself, go mad In my stomach an invisible knife Abdominal pain that rives my life Anguishing anxiety steals my sleep I am lost in myself down deep Never searched for suggestions Sane answers all around Never searched, but found Sane answers for illogical questions I am dreaming of my suicide Of defeating enemies inside Perish before things go bad Before I lose myself, go mad In my stomach an invisible knife Abdominal pain that rives my life Anguishing anxiety steals my sleep I am lost in myself down deep I dreamed of my own suicide But there was only me inside Don't know if it's good or bad Realizing that I'm already mad Forgetting things while I think (Divine choir, come heavenly) Writing endless essays with ink (Divine choir, embrace me) I really don't want to be dead (Divine choir down in the sky) My last words not spoken yet (Divine choir, don't let me die)
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Mad.b 07:22
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(I am dreaming Before I lose In my stomach I am lost) I run around, while standing still I gaze, eyes closed, in abstraction Into nothingness, that feeds my quill Black ink called self-dissatisfaction I think a lot, while my mind is blank I scream, mouth closed, in my head Feeling nothing, my emotions sank With myself into my sheets, my bed I am dreaming of my suicide Of defeating enemies inside Perish before things go bad Before I lose myself, go mad In my stomach an invisible knife Abdominal pain that rives my life Anguishing anxiety steals my sleep I am lost in myself down deep Closed myself like my door Trapped myself in my bedroom Slowly sinking in my gloom Wrapped in sheets on the floor Waking up, drenched in sweat Cramping on the frigid ground 4 am with ghosts around When did become sleep a threat? I am dreaming of my suicide Of defeating enemies inside Perish before things go bad Before I lose myself, go mad In my stomach an invisible knife Abdominal pain that rives my life Anguishing anxiety steals my sleep I am lost in myself down deep Never searched for suggestions Sane answers all around Never searched, but found Sane answers for illogical questions I am dreaming of my suicide Of defeating enemies inside Perish before things go bad Before I lose myself, go mad In my stomach an invisible knife Abdominal pain that rives my life Anguishing anxiety steals my sleep I am lost in myself down deep I dreamed of my own suicide But there was only me inside Don't know if it's good or bad Realizing that I'm already mad Forgetting things while I think (Divine choir, come heavenly) Writing endless essays with ink (Divine choir, embrace me) I really don't want to be dead (Divine choir down in the sky) My last words not spoken yet (Divine choir, don't let me die)
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Mad.c 07:24
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(I am dreaming Before I lose In my stomach I am lost) I run around, while standing still I gaze, eyes closed, in abstraction Into nothingness, that feeds my quill Black ink called self-dissatisfaction I think a lot, while my mind is blank I scream, mouth closed, in my head Feeling nothing, my emotions sank With myself into my sheets, my bed I am dreaming of my suicide Of defeating enemies inside Perish before things go bad Before I lose myself, go mad In my stomach an invisible knife Abdominal pain that rives my life Anguishing anxiety steals my sleep I am lost in myself down deep Closed myself like my door Trapped myself in my bedroom Slowly sinking in my gloom Wrapped in sheets on the floor Waking up, drenched in sweat Cramping on the frigid ground 4 am with ghosts around When did become sleep a threat? I am dreaming of my suicide Of defeating enemies inside Perish before things go bad Before I lose myself, go mad In my stomach an invisible knife Abdominal pain that rives my life Anguishing anxiety steals my sleep I am lost in myself down deep Never searched for suggestions Sane answers all around Never searched, but found Sane answers for illogical questions I am dreaming of my suicide Of defeating enemies inside Perish before things go bad Before I lose myself, go mad In my stomach an invisible knife Abdominal pain that rives my life Anguishing anxiety steals my sleep I am lost in myself down deep I dreamed of my own suicide But there was only me inside Don't know if it's good or bad Realizing that I'm already mad Forgetting things while I think (Divine choir, come heavenly) Writing endless essays with ink (Divine choir, embrace me) I really don't want to be dead (Divine choir down in the sky) My last words not spoken yet (Divine choir, don't let me die)

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released March 25, 2022

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Welcome, my friend.
I love experimenting with music. You can find my creations here on this page.
Also... I don't assign myself to any genre, so there will be a lot of different stuff.
If you like what I create, let me know!

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